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So this morning I woke up just drowning in a pool of sweat on my chest, neck and head.

Much like on a tren run but all I'm on atm is eq, test provi and gh.

 

I had a bad bream as well. Told the wife about it. It was horrible. like u watch it all happen. U know what ur gonna see next

But u can't do anything about it or stop it.

 

I will admit my 1st wife got into a relationship w a client and eventually cheated on me.

This gave me some permanent trust issues. When it comes to relationships but I try damn hard to get out of that mentality. We were together for 15 married for 13.

 

My second wife had the same thing happen to her so I guess we r 2 pee's in a pod. I've been married to my second wife for 10yrs now.

 

Anyways first in my dream we r laying in bed and my current wife makes a comment how she out lasted me at the party we were at. I guess I left and she stayed much later into the am.

I commented and asked why she had to stay w some guy named Brandon?

That got us into a fight.

 

Then I flash over to seeing the 2 of them

Doing it and I can see it all.

I mean what the hell is that all about? Why did I have to see all of that?

 

I no I've got some deep seeded trust issues lol but come on now what the hell is

My brain trying to tell me. Am I the one my mind is telling me that is cheating? Well I'm not. And I know she is not and wouldn't not.

 

We made a pack into dating if either of us wanted someone else we would say what we have is not enough and I'm out. We would never cheat and try to hide it. It has alway been a work in progress. It's always a passion to keep each other in love.

 

So what does my extended friend have to say?

Was it the gh in full effect? the hormones? Or am I just fucked and my mind will never full

Trust again?

 

 

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Billy Bicep

Dude, i fully feel ya. I had same issue with my 1st wife. 2nd wife paid the price of my miss trust and i lost her. Years later i am much better with trust, but the effin dreams seem so damn real sometimes, like in high def. My girl now gives me zero reasons to miss trust. Makes things easier. Not sure if gear magnifies it or not, i have used about every kind known to man. So im sorry i can't give an answer. Only advise i can give is, " you know it's in your head.... so keep it there, don't put it on her back.

 

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Oh I don't. She has never given me reason to worry. And if so we'd talk it out.

 

I think what trips me out more is how I woke up. I was drenched in sweat!

And only tren can make me sweat that bad at night.

 

Heart started to pound too

 

 

 

 

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Dreams sometimes just don't make sense memories and experiences juggled up into a unconscious state. It was just a nightmare you have a good women now and might have a fear of loosing her deep down inside somewhere. Fear not she is here to stay ...........

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I'd say it's all three.

 

My exhusband cheated 4 times- I forgave each time. Ex boyfriend was a narcissistic cheater also. Last exboyfriend was a pathological liar. All three all in a row. Now---- even when I don't hear from friends, I assume they are lying about something. Talking to a guy, and he doesn't reply back to a text....must be married or have a live in girlfriend he's lying about. Trust issues aren't pretty and they run rampant in our minds.

 

Add to that the vivid dreams of GH.... knowing that dreams are our subconscious releasing fears and thoughts....BAM massive nightmares.

 

Add in hormones....over active sex drive.....guess what those fears turn into?

 

I saw a post a few weeks ago on FB that said "don't make your current lover pay for the sins of your past" and I rehash that in my head every time my mind goes that way. Whomever is presently involved with me in any aspect did NOT hurt me before, they have NOT lied to me....

 

If you have trust issues you have to find a way to walk yourself through it. Kinda like the affirmations they have in AA.

 

 

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Oh I don't. She has never given me reason to worry. And if so we'd talk it out.

 

I think what trips me out more is how I woke up. I was drenched in sweat!

And only tren can make me sweat that bad at night.

 

Heart started to pound too

 

 

 

 

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I get night sweats even when I'm not on Tren. I think once we get a certain amount of muscle on our frames we basically turn into blast furnaces. The dream also could be the cause of the sweats I know myself and army buddy's also wake up in a cold sweat when we have flash backs or bad dreams. Will all be ok brother talk it out with your wife if you need to they understand more than we give them credit for. We're always here for ya bud

 

 

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Quadster

dreams don't mean nothing except maybe what your scared of. Sounds like you trust you wifey don't let that night mare change that, fear will destroy you brother, and her to.

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I'd say it's all three.

 

My exhusband cheated 4 times- I forgave each time. Ex boyfriend was a narcissistic cheater also. Last exboyfriend was a pathological liar. All three all in a row. Now---- even when I don't hear from friends, I assume they are lying about something. Talking to a guy, and he doesn't reply back to a text....must be married or have a live in girlfriend he's lying about. Trust issues aren't pretty and they run rampant in our minds.

 

Add to that the vivid dreams of GH.... knowing that dreams are our subconscious releasing fears and thoughts....BAM massive nightmares.

 

Add in hormones....over active sex drive.....guess what those fears turn into?

 

I saw a post a few weeks ago on FB that said "don't make your current lover pay for the sins of your past" and I rehash that in my head every time my mind goes that way. Whomever is presently involved with me in any aspect did NOT hurt me before, they have NOT lied to me....

 

If you have trust issues you have to find a way to walk yourself through it. Kinda like the affirmations they have in AA.

 

 

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U could be right!

 

I try not to let her bare the burden of my past.

I've had those thoughts as u have. " why isn't she answering me she always has her phone w her?"

 

Then I think hey dumbass she's working and busy or driving giver a while to do what she's got to do and she will get back to me lol.

 

 

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U could be right!

 

I try not to let her bare the burden of my past.

I've had those thoughts as u have. " why isn't she answering me she always has her phone w her?"

 

Then I think hey dumbass she's working and busy or driving giver a while to do what she's got to do and she will get back to me lol.

 

 

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Yup!!! I'm the queen of having to talk myself down! LOL hindsight has shown that in the past....my initial gut reaction *was* right with the three mentioned....but again....no one now or in the future should have to pay for their mistakes.

 

Everyone gets a clean slate until they've proven they don't deserve it. Then, well....I'm tired of forgiving.

 

 

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I get night sweats even when I'm not on Tren. I think once we get a certain amount of muscle on our frames we basically turn into blast furnaces. The dream also could be the cause of the sweats I know myself and army buddy's also wake up in a cold sweat when we have flash backs or bad dreams. Will all be ok brother talk it out with your wife if you need to they understand more than we give them credit for. We're always here for ya bud

 

 

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U mentioned furnace. My wife is always cold and I'm always stupid hot. She cranks the heat on in the car I have to stick my head out the window.

One day she cranked it up but it was hot out side. To make a point that maybe she should like wear more layer cuz I'm like wearing damn near nothing in the car I striped down to my compression shorts and no shirt lol.

 

She said u r just stupid! I thought that was pretty funny shit right there.

 

 

I use to have dreams of when I'd be out on a mission. I'd fight w someone and talk in my sleep. Throw out commands. I've hit my wife in the side arms thrown around. One night I even wrestled on top of her. Had one arm barred around and an imaginary double edged knife to her throat!

 

She would have full conversations w me

About the mission, what we had to do, how many contacts we'd hit

 

I was jacked up for some years!

 

That poor lady has been through some shit!

I don't know what kind of lady would want to be w a dude like that. She's got a lot of strength and will I'll say that.

 

No longer have that problem and I take something to keep me deep asleep.

 

 

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Yup!!! I'm the queen of having to talk myself down! LOL hindsight has shown that in the past....my initial gut reaction *was* right with the three mentioned....but again....no one now or in the future should have to pay for their mistakes.

 

Everyone gets a clean slate until they've proven they don't deserve it. Then, well....I'm tired of forgiving.

 

 

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One and done is my motto! U get one shot and I expect to be held to the same standard!

 

It will work out for u I'm sure. Some dumb schmuck will get his crap together and stop fn around!

 

I gotta ask though in ur line of work how much off time to do u have?

Don't u work some crazy long hrs when ur on duty?

It's got to be hard on a guy not seeing u too

Much.

 

I traveled a lot at one point of my career and knew air line stewardess by name lol.

 

I know it not the same but they would say. They were on a plane or in a hotel and then home maybe 2-3 days out of 2 wks. So they couldn't have a relationship just friends w bennies.

 

Just seemed sad!

 

 

 

 

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One and done is my motto! U get one shot and I expect to be held to the same standard!

 

It will work out for u I'm sure. Some dumb schmuck will get his crap together and stop fn around!

 

I gotta ask though in ur line of work how much off time to do u have?

Don't u work some crazy long hrs when ur on duty?

It's got to be hard on a guy not seeing u too

Much.

 

I traveled a lot at one point of my career and knew air line stewardess by name lol.

 

I know it not the same but they would say. They were on a plane or in a hotel and then home maybe 2-3 days out of 2 wks. So they couldn't have a relationship just friends w bennies.

 

Just seemed sad!

 

 

 

 

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Some shmuck will at some point. Until then---- imma just keep being awesome [emoji23]

 

I work 3-4 days a week (4 if I get overtime) and I'm off 3-4 days a week. I'm a texting MONSTER so they can't ever say it's because of a lack of communication [emoji23] I text while at work too--- a rather decent amount since I'm fairly decent at my job and settle people in quickly.

 

I do work 12 hr shifts- but usually mornings now so I have nights.

 

At some point it'll be worth it.

 

Sounds you like found your happily ever after [emoji173]️ and sounds like she's able and willing to talk it all through with you! Lucky lucky man!

 

 

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Aton

Hahahaha u do u!

 

That schedules not bad at all! And a good shift to boot!

 

 

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There's a problem wit SOME dreams. When I was investigating Traumas, I kept saying that she would know. Meaning she would know if a certain part of the dream had real life reference. Positive or negitive. I don't walk her path,so she could filter what certain things she could connect to. Anton, do you know a Brandon?does your wife know one, or has spoken of? Where you watching kinky porn before you went to bed? Lol.Ha! Start filtering your dream an look for indicators from that day before, or week before. Has someone gave you some thought,to think those thoughts? An lastly, has,was,or does your wife or anyone for that matter,bring up your wife's ex-relationships. That's when I get those types of FUCKING PISS ME OFF dreams. See what you can connect. Damm it Trauma J. You deserve solid good man. Your pretty,an smart, excellent shape, good Seance of humor, work hard. Plus you have the most important, the three B's. (The Butt,the Boobs,an the Bagina).Lol.Lol.

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I know exactly what you are saying Aton.

I have the same problem. It's the hormone fluctuation

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